Friday, November 21, 2008

The things that you take for granted..

You might not believe this but i guess everyone does that. They take things for granted the whole time and will only realize it when it's nowhere near them or not with them anymore.
I won't feel ashamed by admitting it though. I took being studious for granted before. I was such a hardworking girl, always doing my works, not partying and at times i feel like i want to be lazy but I can't. Well, that was looooong time ago. I can't even remember how hardworking feels like. Lol. Does that make any sense to you, those people who are reading this?
I know I don't party now as well. But I can't get into that hardworking mood anymore. I can't seems to make myself sit at a place and concentrate and do work anymore. I'm no kidding ey. It's serious stuff isn't it? Not being able to push yourself to study. I don't know why though.
Well, I suppose I don't have to worry about that now since I cant study anything now. Just have to wait for the results to come out on the 5th of Dec and see if I can get into UWA. Hopefully my average is above 65% and I'll pass all the units. I'm pretty sure if I don't get it. I'm not going to go into Curtin nor anywhere else.
Actually, come to think about it, where would I end up if it's not UWA?
Well, I'm not so sure though. Being over here for nearly 2 years. Hanging out with people all over the world, i realize that somehow life is just more than trying to be the best. It's having fun while living. Do something that you want to do and not because others says so. Take whatever you have and cherish the moments before it is all gone.

Talking about gone, I miss my italian friend, Emily Cardi and Marta. They are in Italy now. I wish one day I could see them again.

Actually another thing that I was thinking while I wrote the title of this blog is because Debbie and me were talking just now about stuff. Why are we doing so bad nowadays... I suppose living in KTJ for 5 years, for some its less and for others it could be up to 7 years, you sorta do that. Taking things for granted. Cause you see, it's like all of you are trapped inside the school and everything revolved in it. That bond that you have, no one that have not been a part of KTJ would understand it. You might not even understand it until two years after that.

2 comments:

ms izzie said...

Yeah man!
I lyke the part when u were saying..
why we do things so badly now..
somehow, things change kan?
but, still.
even me only 2yrs in KTJ.
Still miss it tho.
the environment.
the bond tat we share.
united we stands, divided we fall.
(am i correct? haha. lupe dah)
:)

peace~

Fiza Shafeii said...

AHAHAHA!
OMG!
that was in the video kan?
Lolx...