Hello!
It's been such a long time since the last entry. haha. I know..
Thanx to this one guy, ehem ehem.. this 'pidon' guy.. who thinks that when you are emo you should blog and it'll make you feel better..
haha..
Well, it's been a very tough 2 weeks for me. Actually, it's more like a month. I feel so lonely now. Like, i dunno.. Not happy somehow.. Minus the fact that i am alone in the house. Hazra has gone to Melbourne and will not be back in another 2 weeks. I think.
Haih, I'm talking to this guy, my bf's friend.. and he thinks that being single is lonely at times. Well, being in a long term relationship, as i found out is also lonely. It's like you take it for granted that the other person loves u too and stop caring for their feelings.. u know, just taking them for granted.. I dunno.. The only things i know is that I find out that I always feels like this every time i am at this stage of a relationship. Seriously, this is not my first time feeling like this.
I feel like i wanna run away, but i'm scared that i will regret it like i did my first time.. So i am actually lost.. Too scared to do anything..
ergh!
I think i shall pause this thought for a moment.. I shall write about it again in a while.. hahaha!
P.S: abcdenial - kau pidon! ahahahaha! :P
xx
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